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Wednesday, May 28, 2008 11:38:00 PM
How I wished I could have the chance to go to his commission day with pride.
I really wished to...
However, things are different now.
I just couldn't go already.
All these, me unwillingness. But what to do?
You're asking me to attend your commission day in June.
But who I am to you now?
You made me pained and wept.
I'm just a nobody.
So.. what's the use?
Perhaps, what I've been hoping for in this relationship really isn't the destined one for me.
God may have created a better route for me to explore.
I hope so & I'm going to...
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Saturday, May 24, 2008 1:16:00 PM
This week marks the last day of me in TP.
21st May
I have mixed feelings about TP. It's the place I have a lot of good and bad memories.
It's the place I have boys in school since kindergarten.
It's the place I joined so many school events.
It's the place I know a lot of new friends.
It's the place I had my 2 boyfriends.
It's the place I had the most fun.
It's the place I have late night call conferences.
It's the place I experienced night camps in school.
It's the place I learnt taekwando.
It's the place I had my 1st gang "DRMFSLTD".
It's the place I had my "ice cream family".
It's the place I discovered good friends; like nel, peixin, xiong, san and jo.
Hmms... And also
It's the place I cant score in my "Engineering Fundamentals"; in which I cried after lab test. I failed badly for it.
It's the place I lost my handphones.
It's the place I played too much, until never study in year 1.
It's the place I lost friends.
Some of the pics!:Getting my diploma cert from Director~
Jasmine, Me and Nel~
My SIP mates~
Classmates: 2 guys [Wee Kiat & Allan]~
Tgt with our CP. Irene ! Su Jie & Zi Hui~
Dear Sandra~
The stupid Jordan~
The females gang rocks!
Whee!~
yippee... steamboat next ~
I miss Timbre's PIZzA!!!
Thursday, Choices event with Nel at Thumpers[ Goodwood hotel]. Free food and alcohol and goodie bags. Muahaha... I like the toilet a lot... =x
But I don't like Matthew~
LOLs...
Alright! Pics here!
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Monday, May 19, 2008 12:16:00 PM
I do still hold on to a slight hope that things may change for the better.
A voice keep telling myself that " No dear, you're just kidding yourself only. He has already changed."
Really wonder... Is this what I deserve, despite putting in so much of effort?
It is hard to imagine that a loving relationship can die as time pass.
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Sunday, May 18, 2008 9:53:00 PM
East Coast Park!~
I had fun!
This weekend, I've been to ECP for 3 straight days already. Ahaha...
Fri went to blow wind.
Sat went for roller skating with Nel & bf and his friend.
Since it was quite sometime after I learnt ice-skating, I was again a noob yesterday. Lol!
Need to hold on to a hand for support before I can even move. After sometime, I can try skate myself le.. but still not smooth yet.
Poor Nel and me... hahas.. pity the 2 guys too. =p
So damn tired & hungry. Headed to hawker for food and then cabbed back to bedok!!! Thank god, dad came and fetch me home. It was a really nice outing. =)
Today was another day to ECP!! So many people, even more than ytd. This time with Dad and sisters. We rented an adult bike and a kiddy 4 wheel bike for Erica. Dad and I just took turns to ride lor... Carolyn don't know cycling, so she went to play games and watch us instead.
I feel that when you are there at ECP, you'll definitely feel the atmosphere of that place and you would really want to cycle, skate and picnic like the others too with a group of friends. Because I really do. Maybe next time I'll organize this. =)
Hmmx.. why didn't I find ECP as a leisure plc for me last times...
Why huh?
trying hard to forget...
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Friday, May 16, 2008 12:42:00 PM
It must be really shocking to my friends & family to know that I've broken up with him. Like I've always said, this isn't my wish at all. I've tried my 100% effort in saving this r/s, but he's still just as persistent. There's really nothing much I can do, since he thinks that's the best for us. The bond between us is still strong. 2.5 years ain't just playing around.
It hurts me a lot a lot and we just cried and cried when we ended up that conclusion and I hear no sound of him calling me back..even until now
I would like to tell him that we could still be friends, feel free to contact me to go out for movies or wadsoever...
This is another sweet gal who came to my house, dropped it at my doorstep and sms me to collect it at 01.45am. Peixin say she will be coming to pass me something after she found out my situation, but I didn't know it will be all these goodies. Lol... She must have know I haven been eating much... haa! she says the things can give me some endorphins. Thanks gal! Thanks God! Love u too~
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Thursday, May 15, 2008 11:02:00 PM
I'm officially a driver, since 15 May 2008!!!
Oh yes San, 15th is indeed a good day =)
Heez...
Van was there accompanying me throughout the whole process. She had her driving lesson at 9.30am. Me too. My exam's at 11.45am. She just sat there aft her lesson, play my ds [until battery flats] for almost 3+ hours! We then had lunch together at Eunos.
Sweet girl, thanks for everything! I'll pray for your upcoming driving test next Friday too! U'll passed it!
Had a demerit of 14 points though...
Drove Cannon car around from Tampines to Marina sq, using expressways back and forth. It's my 1st time on this kinda road. It totally shocked off my life. With my usual speed of 40km/hr, I was scolded and forced to drive at 80km/hr on expressways. There was so many cars and changing lane was scary. Oh great, in the end, I went to fetch my mom off work too and we headed home using ECP. Gosh... I drove on Road Shoulder! I didn't know that too! =/ Thanks him for giving advice and teach me whenever I needed!
I then realise I need loads more practices before i can REALLY consider as a safe and expert driver on road. ~
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008 9:22:00 PM
Update on dear eLi's post 20th birthday celebration:
Van and I planned a special theme for the day's would be: Sexy!!
On that day, really everyone wore sexy dresses, except me =x
I don't have nice sexy ones... hahas
During dinner at Phin:
We also thought of a "game" for eli. We had no idea on the exact location to bring her to, thus we thought of 5 places! All are either clubs or pubs. lols...
E L I C I A
Each letter represents a place. She will pick 1 and we'll go to that.
We have actually Zouk, Mos, Long bar, Esplanade and hotel, the sixth one empty [for her ownself to think]
But in the end, whole thing screwed up, Eli didn't want to go clubs so we just walked around Clarke quay to search an empty pub.
So funny, we even went into Fullerton Hotel to look for drinks. $$$
We walked miles... From bugis to City hall to Raffles Place and then finally Clarke quay.
Settled at Asylum finally, ordered drinks and chilled, not forgetting to take pics and also passing Eli her pressie!
Glad that Eli love her pressie... it contains a dress, belt and stockings! All she had wanted!
Check out my face after I drank that glass of Vodka! Lol!
Super red!
Sat
Went to Ying Jian 21st birthday chalet at Changi. The house was very big and high up on the slopes. Have to walked all the way up. Haha.. There's many familiar faces, many from either E2 or SME. I saw dear Sandra =) She say she'll take pic with me during grad ceremony. Hehex...
The whole night after buffet, started my 1st time mahjong game played with real money!
Oh gosh... I love to play, but I'm actually a very basic mahjong player. I only know how to win with a pair. I don't know all about flowers, animals, Shi san yao and anything concerns with "tai"...
Played with Cannon, James and Ben. Ben's the biggest winner, who won away my $6.10 *grrr*
I won many times, but I only win at most $0.80 per person. Ben could win from me $3.20 from duno wad "tai". Just 1 time. Siao eh...
I'm the overall 3rd winner! =x
Birthday boy:
Thx Yongtian for the fetch home. =)
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3:17:00 PM
Would you trust me once more?
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Saturday, May 03, 2008 7:20:00 PM
Haha.. me too. This's the last pic of me with the fake eyelash. I've removed it last Thursday due to the irritation it had caused. Nel also have hers removed le.
Lol... finally...
0^-^o
I've a good news here.
Just received the acceptance letter package from SIM. It says:
YEAH! ^-^
But payments are due so fast... S$4836.40 by May 17
Oh god...
Downtown East- New Mall
Went there yesterday night around 10pm , nowhere else to go. Downtown has opened a new mall and this is the first time I went there. Upon reaching, I was attracted to this amazing colorfully lit "Cadbury ferris wheel". See!! So colourful and bright during the night! I love it!
I and baby was discussing about how Pasir Ris Chalet has turned into a recreation&revenue-focused kinda place.
A chalet should be a place whereby people want to skip away from the hustle of the city and come to relax, spending time with family and friends peacefully.
But what we see from Downtown East is just another kind of "Shopping Mall& theme park" from any neighbourhood, with noisy and cramped bungalows.
Baby thinks Aloha Loyang would just be better as there's really nothing there. Only a swimming pool and an arcade centre nearby. That's enough~
~Great song on your ears~
-不得不爱-
天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
I love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把它挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
I love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快
是我们感情丰富太慷慨
还是上天安排
是我们本来就是那一半
还是舍不得太乖
是那一次约定了没有来
让我哭得像小孩
是我们急着证明我存在
还是不爱会发呆
BABY
不得不爱 ，不知快乐从何而来
不得不爱 ，放下悲伤从何而来
不得不爱 ，否则我就失去未来
好象什么尤其不能自己很失败
可是每天都过的精彩
天天都需要你爱
我的心只有你在
I love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把他挂嘴边
到底什么是真爱
I love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快
会不会有一点无奈
会不会有一点太快
可是你给我的爱
让我养成了依赖
心中充满爱的节拍
天天都需要你爱
我的心随有你在
I love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩。
1 of the two drinks
Nel so pretty that day with pretty eyelash~
Daphne and Mervin~ siblings
Posing~
Band
Left to right: Daphne's friend, Daphne, Mervin, me, nel and ying
Instant photo!
My side view!
Name:Grace Koh